Recognition and Love

Sometimes a bad time can be a good time. I recently had a small get together with some friends that I used to hang out with in a former time of my life. I would see these cats when I’ve attended some parties inconsistently over the years. These are just one off parties that I happen to get an invitation to. So, I invited a few of these folks over to my house recently. I realized very quickly exactly what I wasn’t missing. As I saw many behaviors that mimicked who I have been in the past, I
quickly tuned out. These are good people. They just have not grown much since I knew them. I am not being judgemental. The negativity out of their mouths and the passive aggressive comments were a little off-putting. I saw things that I could recognize because I did that in the past too. I just try to be conscious of my words now and the way I associate with others. There was extreme belligerence and the assertion of egos. All in all, by the time that I went to bed, I was laughing to myself. I wondered why wasn’t I’m angry? I was just so thankful to have the growth and the change that I’ve undergone. Divine Wisdom has been handed to me to assimilate. I had the upmost gratitude for this gift. I was grateful to understand that even though I’m not always invited and I don’t have much of a social existence like I did, I’m so happy. I even said that I dropped out of that scene for the reasons of the anger and provocative nature of stirring the pot that I saw with some
people. I’m so happy to be where I am. Sometimes a bad time can be the perfect barometer for the good times you are experiencing and the growth one has. I have no judgment towards any of them, I have only love because of where I see myself. I have hope and kindness and love for those that can’t see beyond the fog of their own ego because I did exactly those things. I of course, still do dumb things, but at least I can recognize afterward and practice not doing those and realign my vibration to Love because if I am hating on them, then I do not have self-love and I am hating myself.